The L Bomb

Song:  Ciara's Prayer by Ciara & Summer Walker

 

I love you.

 

 

Ven aqui.....

Get close tell me how sure.

Like Take Kare or Best Friends 4l, both by YNW Melly?

Maybe los dos???

In your sundress?

All bohemian toes & locs up????

Or...........

Its just UR Turn.....................

 

So after 21 days of daily communication preceded by a 9-10 month period of silence, that happened.  The unspoken words burned my insides.  There was no choice but to express them.  If I'd kept them inside, I would've choked to death.  This was no ordinary "I love you."  It wasn't about me or my feelings.  There was no counterintuitive fear of "what if he doesn't feel the same or say it back?" like with previous males.  I never cared if he didn't reciprocate.  What was important was that he KNEW that he was loved.  He HAD to know that SOMEONE loved him with an open hand and heart.  *exhale Terry McMillan style*

 

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